Broken Down!!!

It starts with nothingness,
Just like lightning
Far Far away in the sky,
Just like any other storm,
I have seen them
My entire life..
Nothing I cant fight.
But It feels different now
It feels like I am drowning
This is worse than dying.

I have imagined this event.
Many, many times,
In happy & sad moments
When we were lying next to each other,
& when we were far- far away
I never thought it would burn so much,
I never thought it would hurt so much

I always knew I was strong,
This fort that I have build around me
Brick by brick
Insulating me from any emotion
I used to think
It can stand any storm.
It turns out I was wrong,
With every passing moment,
The urge to be with you grows
Like a madmen's obsession
I watch out for you on my phone

This plastic smile,
which I keep for people nearby
It haunts me long,
I cant put up with it anymore,
I want to cry,
I need to cry.

My heart is burning
& My mind has gone wild.
I don't know where to hide
I don't know whom to tell,
My house is on fire.
My house is on fire
My house is on fire