Wednesday, 24 January 2018

Kyu bhayi?

jaise kisi bharre hue 
Goddam meh,
thodda aur maal chadda raha hu

jaise kisi thakke hue 
Majdoor ko
do kam aur bata raha hu.

Jaise 
Kisi bachche
Ki school bag meh
Char kitab aur thoos raha hu

jaise 
kisi do seater 
pe tesre ki 
jagah mang raha hu

jaise 
kisi ristedar k waha 
do din keh k
hafte bhar rukh raha hu

Ek kam bada raha hu,

jaddti kar raha hu.. 

jab gum-e-dil
Tumhe suna raha hu..

Sunday, 7 January 2018

Kyunki usse ajj yaad nahi kiya

Busy tha
Sach meh
Woh client neh bhetta liya
Phir Sir aagye the
Time hi na milla
Jab ghar aaraha tha
Toh yaad aaya,
Aree aaj bhul gaya,
Yaad karna!
Bura laga
Jaise kisi ka udhar
Mar liya ho
Koi purana vada phir se
Yaad hi agaya ho..
Yeh toh nahi hai
Ki Kabhi manga nahi tha yeh
Ki ek din bhulla hi du
Kuch aage hi badd jau
Thakk gaya tha
Phir kyu?

Love in the times of facebook


Okay
It started
Not on Facebook really
But another blog
Another website
But it went on to Facebook soon
And we became friends
Facebook friends
It was great
So much to find out about her
Did you know?
She once dressed as a santa clause :O

And soon we became good friends
We use share each other's shares
Like good friends do
And then one day
She decided to like all my profile photos
And we were close friends

I used to get notified
When she updated her
Thoughts on feminism
Persuit of happiness,
And the joy of independence..

Soon Facebook became secondary
The news traveled through me
To her wall
And sometimes,
Sometimes I had a say too
Screw you Facebook
And then,
Then things fall apart
For sometimes
She'd put in sad status
And I would mark it love
One day I decided
To try to move on
And she was Unmarked
As a close friend
But I continued see her wall
And soon her status were not sad..
Just general things
On feminism,
Persuit of happiness
And joy of independence
And I was not posting anything
Which was not fair on me
So I blocked her
And there was a wall between our walls
And I wondered
If we could have a window
But she has a Ubuntu now
And we are not compatible

Things are slow
The other day I saw a friends photo
There was this one comment
Which Facebook was refusing to show
Mocking me
Do you really want to
"See more?"

Beautiful People

To tell Mum,
You know what?
You are my hero.
And you always have been

To remind Dad,
Remember
One day you got us ice-cream
All the way from mallital
Runing Back home
And the ice cream didn't melt
And I did
And I still remember..

To siblings,
Who handle my food,
And still have patience
Not to poison it, yet

To friends
Who are always there
Evebthough
We go on not talking for days

To all the
wonderful, beautiful
Soul stirring folks
Who have touched my life
Truly and deeply
I am sorry
For
I keep saying this
In closed lips
Thank You.
Thank You you came
Thank You you stopped
Thank You you listened
Thank You you caree
It means a world to me

And I would love to say it loud
Someday,.
Instead of the usual
Nikal Raha meh...
I love you...

Once is not enough

I lost you
But because once was not enough
So i keep loosing you
Every day
Thodda thodda
When I am out there shopping
And I don't know which colour
When I see this hilarious meme
And i dont know whom to send
How i met this crazy man
And no not you to hear about it
When I see a star lit sky
And know she would have liked it
To ask pyaaz kya bhav chal rahe
To send something randomly written for random purposes
And I like rituals,
To do simple things
Again and again
Finding a pace of my own
Because once  is not enough..