Chaotic Times

Guarded
Standing,
Enterance? Or  exit?
Scent of enemy
Inside? Or Outside?

Flood of emotions,
Frozen!
Tired impulses,
Dark thought tunnel
Lost!

Hope,
Clinging to light
Far away
Far far away
Cold night

Happiness,
What?
Why?
Only pleasure
Self hurt,
Obsession..

Dark fog,
Can't see..
Figgity
Dreamy
Deep valley

Sleep with lights on
Blood in washbasin
Blood in hand
Red, Thick , Moist..

Breathless
Hold hand
Claustrophobic
Anxiety..
No short term
Relief